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Monday, March 20, 2006

I DID IT!!

Yes!!
I have officially resigned from my job!!!


Do I feel sad?
Not entirely...don't miss the job or place..but would miss my colleagues...a little at least

Found a job already?
NOPE!

Am I crazy?
Maybe!
But what is life if there ain't a little risk involved and doing what YOU think is best for yourself.

Hence March 8, 2006 I decided to submit my resignation.

What are my plans?
I am gonna take a break from work and enjoy my life without deadlines...without stress..without my boss breathing down my neck..without sitting in the aircond cubicle staring into the box in front of me till my eyes goes blur and I realise my eye sight is getting worst..no more rushing to get to work on time and counting the minutes till I get out of the office..no more dreading Sunday evenings coz I know Monday would just be around the corner..no more reports to hand in..and I am so LOOKING FORWARD TO IT!!Hurrah!!

Will go on a long awaited trip with WN to Cambodia & Thailand.
She deserves a break..and it will be our 2nd Overseas Lesbo trip! We can't wait.
Suggestions on places to go/stay/eat/shop are welcome for Siem Reap, Phnom Penh & Chiang Mai!

Next would be MOST LIKELY my own, solo trip to Ozland...in Winter..my skin needs to chill! Cappucinos and meat pies n chicken salt with chips ot gravy and chips while strolling on the streets of Syd or Melb!And perhaps a visit to one more state in Oz that I have never been....but duno where to...yet

I AM SOOOOOO HAPPY!!!!

Tuesday, March 07, 2006

Do You Know Where You're Goin To?

Why is it some people seem to have a real clear picture of where they are heading in life?Some are contented with where they are right now especially in their career while others are almost sure of where they are but only a handful are still pondering on this.

I for one have no idea where I am heading! Sigh.........

Are you really happy doing what you are doing right now?

Is this your ultimate dream job?

Is there such thing as a ultimate dream job?

Do you wake up all rev up to head to work and would dread the weekends coz you just can't wait to get back your job?

Sadly ...I feel neither.

Is this normal?

Scary coz I have friends my age who are sure of their path..some are getting a clearer picture now...while there are some who seem rather comfortable just drifting along and not questioning what they want out of their life. They just live it day by day.

Reminds me of a song...

Do you know where you're going to?
Do you like the things that life is showing you?
Where are you going to?
Do you know?
Do you get what you're hoping for?
When you look behind you there's no open door
What are you hoping for?
Do you know?

Once we were standing still in time
Chasing the fantasies that filled our minds
You knew i loved you, but my spirit was free
Laughing at the question that you once ask me

Now, looking back in all we pass
We've let so many dreams just slip through our hands
Why must we wait so long before we see
How sad the answers to those questions can be?

Do you know where you're going to?
Do you like the things that life is showing you?
Where are you going to?
Do you know?
Do you get what you're hoping for?
When you look behind you there's no open door
What are you hoping for..do you know?